“No thanks, I’d prefer to work with someone more ‘humanistic.'”
Ever opened your emails, and found a (somewhat funny) yet rude email from a stranger or potential customer?
Well, that’s what happened to me a few months ago. And I thought I’d share it with you…
(Not just for the laugh factor, but also the important lesson it taught me.)
So here’s the backstory:
It was an early morning, and I was knees, elbows, and head deep in the middle of launching one of my writing masterclasses. It was a hectic time, and my anxiety was pretty high.
As I was getting everything prepped for the class, I received a message from a woman who was looking for someone to help her write a memoir. “Of course,” I replied. “I’d be happy to help. Here’s a link to my application form.”
(Now, if you’ve ever wondered why I have application forms, you’ll soon find out.)
Well, a quick look at this person’s application form brought up a few little red flags for me; one of which, was that they weren’t serious about getting started on their book.
Now, here’s the thing. I am just one person. I am still a part-time stay at home parent, running my own business.
And because of that, I choose to value my time as well as that of my current clients, by only prioritising calls with people who are serious.
I also had a strong gut feeling that this person wasn’t someone I wanted to work with. Call it magic or just intuition, but this gut instinct has never failed me. Often, I know as soon as I read an application.
So, since this person wanted to get to know me/my work better first, I emailed back and offered her a free ticket to my masterclass so she could get a front-row look at what I do, with the offer of jumping on a call the following week.
“No thanks, I’d prefer to work with someone more humanistic.”
I won’t lie…it stung for a second.
Instantly, my mind went into self doubt.
‘Was it rude of me not to squeeze her in for a call this week – even though she’s not serious about writing a book? Did I do the wrong thing?’ I wondered.
The reality was, my gut instinct was right. But this person’s nasty email was playing into a deeper part of me; a part that worries constantly about upsetting others.
Even when it comes at the expense of my own time, energy, or mental wellbeing.
As a sensitive person, I’ve always found it difficult to ‘just stop caring’ about what people think of me.
For most of my life, I was that person who would feel deeply distressed if I upset someone.
You know those memes of people lying in bed, thinking about something they said 6 months/2 years/a decade ago? Yeah, that was me haha).
But over the last year or so, I’ve come to understand and remind myself of this one thing:
“You cannot please everyone…and that’s okay.”
Here’s the thing:
- Not everyone is going to like me. (I mean, come on. I have blue hair 😂That’s already a turn off for a certain amount of people haha.)
- And it doesn’t matter how effective and high-touch my coaching programs are, or how powerfully I present on mental wellbeing…there will always be someone who isn’t a fan.
I also realised that, if this is how this person reacts when not being squeezed in instantly for a call…they are sure as s**t NOT going to be someone I want to work with.
So even though I felt like sending a snarky email reply back on that day several months ago, I didn’t.
Instead, I paused, smiled, and let myself laugh.
Then I emailed back, sending a free resource to help get this person started on their book ‘when they were ready.’
As we come to the end of 2020, I have come to an understanding of just who I am.
- I’m a highly sensitive person, and yet I’m also a strong woman who has spent the last decade speaking out about issues like human trafficking, domestic violence, suicide, and child abuse.
- I’m professional and care a lot about how people perceive me…and at the same time, I unapologetically rock up to business meetups in pink power suits, with bright blue hair.
- I’m someone who hates to offend others, yet I also will not be silent on issues of truth – particularly when it comes at the expense of another person’s human rights or safety.
- I can be super serious, but if you know the real me, you’ll know I’m pretty casual and love to make fun of things/myself.
I’m Jas Rawlinson…and you can take me or leave me 🙂 But I’m happy with who I am, and I’m no longer (as) afraid as I used to be about people not liking me.
And…now it’s your turn! Do you struggle with what people think of you? Are you a people pleaser, or do you not care too much about people’s opinions? I’d really love to hear your own experiences.
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